To whom is may concern.

Geme · Post by **Geme** » Thu May 11, 2006 5:12 pm

It has come to my attension that a lot of people feel betrayed by finding out recently that i am Hisri/Hershey Squirts. When i came back in June of 05 i told the division leaders of then Call of Duty, which was Midnight and Zero, who i was. Everyone else who played at the time also knew that i was Hisri. Then other people came back that were not around when i came back and didnt know who i was. They proceded to find out who i was and they felt betrayed. I understand why people are mad at me, but i felt that i told the right people at the right time when i came back who i was. I am sorry that i did not openly tell people i am Hisri. I have been here almost a year now. Most people know who i am because i have played so many games with PHX. If you have a problem with me let me know and i will try and work it out with you. I am sorry i was not forth coming to everyone that came back after i returned back in June. I just dont like to remind myself of how much i was a jackass back then. I have learned from my mistakes, and i hope people can see me for who i am today. Even tough i know my past actions will always be a burden to me. Thank you for reading this and please PM me or talked to me on vent. I want to work out these problems.

This_name_sucks · Post by **This_name_sucks** » Thu May 11, 2006 5:15 pm

You're an ass and nobody likes you...wait that's not witty british humour, that's just being an utter bastard. Lol in the long run that is witty british humour, because anyone who calls you an ass and claims nobody likes you is now an utter bastard according to this post. WOOHOO!

Geme Rules 2006!

b.p.c. · Post by **b.p.c.** » Thu May 11, 2006 5:24 pm

TNS you baisterd!

This_name_sucks · Post by **This_name_sucks** » Thu May 11, 2006 5:29 pm

what's a baisterd?

b.p.c. · Post by **b.p.c.** » Thu May 11, 2006 5:34 pm

This_name_sucks! wrote:what's a baisterd?

1 of those hick .... sayings blah.

PJ · Post by PJ » Thu May 11, 2006 7:02 pm

Geme I knew you we're hersi, and your Ok with me buddy.

PooMonkey · Post by **PooMonkey** » Thu May 11, 2006 7:12 pm

Good for you for making this post Geme. IMO you have shown a lot of dedication to PHX in the last while. Keep up the good work.

Yazule · Post by **Yazule** » Fri May 12, 2006 8:53 am

Well since the you have opened your honesty floodgates I will tell you that I had issue with you, and I will tell you that I knew that YOU KNEW I had issue with you, yet were not man enough to talk to me about it. But yet you talked about it (me) when i was not around with others about the topic. Suffice to say that I am convinced you have not changed all that much based on your actions and behavior in the current game you are playing. Just telling you how I feel about things. I recomend not replying to my post as I really dont want to publicly flog you any more than this.

PinkRabi · Post by **PinkRabi** » Fri May 12, 2006 11:11 am

In Geme's defence, he never meantioned you or "it", accept for one time when you had just logged of and he simply sighed and said "well i dont think he likes me". So to begin you are wrong in that respect. Secondly there is no need to publicly flog any one, i personnal considered current PHX members to be more mature than that. Thirdly, speaking from experience, it is a lot harder to talk to someone older than you about why you do not like them, exspecially when they often seem to make it clear that they dont want to talk to you. All that happens then is eventually you feel stuck between being throw around and ignored if you try to approach them, only making things worse; or letting it lie and seeing if they will grow to like you. Think of the two as both a rock and a hard place, and i tell you what, it is very hard to judge which is better, especially considering i know that i for one would not say you are the most approachable person in the world.

Sorry if that seemed a little "rant'ish" but i extremely dislike when people try to put down the public opinion of someone who is trying to correct there mistakes, which no matter how much you argue against, GEME HAS DONE, otherwise he would never have got as close to getting in as he did. And lastly, in anticipation of a few comments, there is a gigantic difference in telling people you have a problem with something as to not "leave the bad laying around" and kicking up such a fuss you cause problems and influence others. It merely takes a little restraint to simple say "well i have an issue with this person and don't like them" instead of shouting it to the rooftops, and causing great long debates and other problems. I do agrue 100% that to solve problems and issues those issues need to be opened, yet there are many ways to do that without creating further ones.

Pink out to sooth wrists from RSI

Neo-Lobo · Post by **Neo-Lobo** » Fri May 12, 2006 12:08 pm

I commend your effort geme. Like pink said for some it is very hard to approach an elder to try to work out a problem when they are as intimidating as yaz. It all depends on their personality, like myself. When i first came around I purposely messed with yaz, simply because it was funny to me at the time to get him going. Why? I cannot tell you, probably just immaturity. As i learned from experience, you simply have to take what they say about what you have done in the past, overcome it, and prove you are not the same person. I will advise to try to keep somewhat the same name that you have, that way you can forgo the "I never knew it was the same guy." As for yaz, he is just the anti everything of the group, he will disaggree with almost anything because he likes to voice his opinions. Alot of the time he has good merits in what he says, sometimes it is just him in a bad mood and wanting to flog someone. And pink, as long as i can remember. long drawn discussions(sometimes arguements) have been the way to decide things such as guild rules and such. We should not stop that because it allows all points to be considered by everyone and then decided on. That is what has made this guild so great for everyone in it.I believe you also played SOF2 back in the day, correct me if i'm wrong but i do remember something similar to your name and you always seemed obnoxious ingame to me. Before this post I was under the impression that you were simply trying to hide your past instead of facing it like a mature person would, if you did do all this that you said you did, then congrats, your becoming a man. If you can handle the ones that do not like you for some reason then by all means try to stick it out. As for my current opinion, i give you kudos for owning up to your past but I am do not plan to vote simply because I have not really talked to you as of yet. When i get some extra time I do plan to try and jump in COD2 a bit more often and try to talk to you to get a feel of what kind of person you are now vice what has been told about previous encounters with you.

Well, used enough of my chow time on one post so i will end with this note.
Military life is not for those that like to be lazy and play games all the time(which means i chose the wrong job..... DOH)

Undead_Mercenary · Post by **Undead_Mercenary** » Fri May 12, 2006 4:44 pm

Don't let this discourage you Geme. If you really like playing with PHX, just stick with it. It's pretty obvious you've made some friends here and that you enjoy our company. It's not the end of the world if you aren't a full member yet, nobody has asked you to leave or whatnot. If you're dedicated to joining the PHX family, it requires perseverance.

My one bit of advice is to have open communication. If you have an issue with someone, either talk to them about it, PM, or talk to Arch or IDO. There's been a few times where someone would piss me off, and instead of keeping it bottled up, I would talk about it with another member (usually Arch or Xor). It would be settled, then end of story, back to the gaming we go. But when things are left unsaid, the shit starts to pile. Almost any problem can be resolved with a discussion.

Alright, well that's all I had to say. Catch you online man!

PooMonkey · Post by **PooMonkey** » Fri May 12, 2006 5:10 pm

Yazule wrote:Well since the you have opened your honesty floodgates I will tell you that I had issue with you, and I will tell you that I knew that YOU KNEW I had issue with you, yet were not man enough to talk to me about it.

Were you man enough to initialize the conversation or are you just hitting manhood and telling him openly now ?

Yazule · Post by **Yazule** » Fri May 12, 2006 6:25 pm

its not my place to initiate a conversation... why would I... if he wanted to befriend me then he would have made the effort... i have a lot of friends and really didnt need to put effort into taking someone from a negative impression to a positive... if I had a positive impression then i would have taken time, and this whole conversation would have been moot.

to say "all members that dont like someone make an effort" is dumb... if we dont care for someone we will NOT make an effort, why should we.

and yes I had openly told him in both swg and in cod (the first) how i felt, so are you suggesting i brow beat the guy and tell him every time I see him in chanel? if you want me to be cruel and unusually mean just let me know...

Yazule · Post by **Yazule** » Fri May 12, 2006 6:33 pm

I know you like to egg things on poo, and I like that about you, but I have already said I do not want to publicly flog the guy but having to respond to attacks on me will just make me do it... up to you what you do but if you like geme honestly you will take my advice and just let it lie.

This_name_sucks · Post by **This_name_sucks** » Fri May 12, 2006 7:31 pm

So let me get this straight. He wants to sort things out but doesn't talk to you, that makes him immature. You shut the doors on him and say it's not your problem, that's grown-up? Hmmmm...

Imagery!!! Imagine a little kid with their fingers in their ears going "LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA".

I can't blame him for not wanting to talk to you Yaz, you're a scary guy, lol. It'd be like running into a fire to try and save what's left of what once was. You know it's gonna burn you bad.

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